Hey guys lots has been going on! The internet at my house got turned off for a bit because of some circumstances.Its actually a good thing and we*re working on getting my wireless card working, but as of right now im using joes moms laptop. :) Ill be able to post, but not as often. Even though lately Ive been hardly been posting (sorry).
Ive been working and running. Thats my life. And now joe is being more active and wanting to hang out so I hardly have moments to myself! <3 but thats okay, Im very very happy and am excited to see what happens this summer. This might actually be the first summer I enjoy in a looonngg time.
Work is going like shit though. We have a new assistant manager who has been in the company for 2 months and thinks she knows everything. But anyhow...ill talk to you all later... so much to vent about !!!
toodles
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
5 minutes
I have 5 minutes to make a quick update.
Its 4am again...time to head to work. I love and hate this early morning shift. I even went to bed at 7 last night, but for some reason the ungodly hour of 3:30am is just too hard to wake up at. I went running yesterday! I didnt do as well as I thought I would, but hey I didnt do my worst either. Although, I did almost pass out from not drinking water all day. I get these insane headaches after running if I dont drink water. So Ill be drinking a couple glasses today, for sure.
AHH Time has run out.
Ill update the second Iget home from work WITH pictures. Ill just leave some keywords...
*STRESS
*WORK
*CAKE BOSS
*And a ton of other things that wont come to my mind right now..
Its 4am again...time to head to work. I love and hate this early morning shift. I even went to bed at 7 last night, but for some reason the ungodly hour of 3:30am is just too hard to wake up at. I went running yesterday! I didnt do as well as I thought I would, but hey I didnt do my worst either. Although, I did almost pass out from not drinking water all day. I get these insane headaches after running if I dont drink water. So Ill be drinking a couple glasses today, for sure.
AHH Time has run out.
Ill update the second Iget home from work WITH pictures. Ill just leave some keywords...
*STRESS
*WORK
*CAKE BOSS
*And a ton of other things that wont come to my mind right now..
Sunday, May 23, 2010
ugh
I went to Hilo and ate like shit. I havent ran in 3 days and I feel like a loser. I was planning on running today,but I got barely any sleep on my trip and those were my days off. So I took a nap on the couch and now its too late.
Anyyhow. Ill post pictures later, Im still tired.
Anyyhow. Ill post pictures later, Im still tired.
Monday, May 17, 2010
sorry!
Sorry I have been such a terrible blogger!
Good news is, Ive been running and walking every day! Also, I completely changed my eating habits and now Im eating really healthy and tracking it all on this website that helps me track the calories I burn etc.
Ive already lost 3 pounds. :) My goal is to lose 20ish, not sure if thats even possible, but well find out.
Im about to go see Date Night with Joes mom and her boyfriend whos visiting from Missouri. Hes really nice and I cant wait for him to move in with us and become part of our little family unit. :)
Aside from working out etc, Ive been working. Thats about it. This summer is dedicated to getting in shape and making money.
Im also going to be flying over to Hilo this week to go see my cousin get married! Cant wait..okay more details later gotta go!
Good news is, Ive been running and walking every day! Also, I completely changed my eating habits and now Im eating really healthy and tracking it all on this website that helps me track the calories I burn etc.
Ive already lost 3 pounds. :) My goal is to lose 20ish, not sure if thats even possible, but well find out.
Im about to go see Date Night with Joes mom and her boyfriend whos visiting from Missouri. Hes really nice and I cant wait for him to move in with us and become part of our little family unit. :)
Aside from working out etc, Ive been working. Thats about it. This summer is dedicated to getting in shape and making money.
Im also going to be flying over to Hilo this week to go see my cousin get married! Cant wait..okay more details later gotta go!
Friday, May 14, 2010
Im doing it
I woke up at 7am this morning and put on my running shoes!
I did a run and then a walk and then some crunches! I exercised for a total of 2 hours. :)
Lol, which I need to up by like 3 more hours ><
And Ive been eating a lot better! I eat breakfast and then a small snack then lunch, then a small snack and then dinner.
I even made myself salmon tonight! Ive never done that before (I dont cook period!)
But it was good and I am full.
Anyhow, I joined this site www.caloriecount.about.com
Its great. I put in what I ate that day, what activites I did and it shows you in graphs etc. how well you did. And then it tells you aprox. how many calories you burned and how many you took in. It also lets you set your goal weight etc.
According to my site...I should reach my goal by September. Sooooo hopefully this is true!
I am going to work my ass off, trust me. By the time school starts again I should be thin again.
Anyhow thats basically all im doing right now. Trying to lose weight, read more and work lots. :)
Thats all for now. Im sorry for not being very interesting lately, blah. I really need to spend some time writing again.....
I did a run and then a walk and then some crunches! I exercised for a total of 2 hours. :)
Lol, which I need to up by like 3 more hours ><
And Ive been eating a lot better! I eat breakfast and then a small snack then lunch, then a small snack and then dinner.
I even made myself salmon tonight! Ive never done that before (I dont cook period!)
But it was good and I am full.
Anyhow, I joined this site www.caloriecount.about.com
Its great. I put in what I ate that day, what activites I did and it shows you in graphs etc. how well you did. And then it tells you aprox. how many calories you burned and how many you took in. It also lets you set your goal weight etc.
According to my site...I should reach my goal by September. Sooooo hopefully this is true!
I am going to work my ass off, trust me. By the time school starts again I should be thin again.
Anyhow thats basically all im doing right now. Trying to lose weight, read more and work lots. :)
Thats all for now. Im sorry for not being very interesting lately, blah. I really need to spend some time writing again.....
Thursday, May 13, 2010
ugh
I did good all day. I was ready to go for a nice run and then walk my run all over again to get double the exercise. But when I got home from work Joes mom was in a cleaning frenzy and I ended up having to clean the entire house. Sweep, vacuum, steam, dust, wash, scrub... the works. So Im already exhausted from my 4am shift and im cleaning everything saying to myself *Ill run right after im done* and I meant to...but I fell asleep, sweaty and disgusting as I was. I just conked out on the bed. Long story short, I didnt go.
I want to just hit myself in the face. I want this so bad, yet getting my ass outside is so hard for me.
My plan is to go tomorrow morning before the afternoon heat drains me. Then after my morning run Im going to hit both colleges and sell back my text books.
Anyhow, not too much to report here Im just tired and crabby from not being able to eat everything I want. :)
I want to just hit myself in the face. I want this so bad, yet getting my ass outside is so hard for me.
My plan is to go tomorrow morning before the afternoon heat drains me. Then after my morning run Im going to hit both colleges and sell back my text books.
Anyhow, not too much to report here Im just tired and crabby from not being able to eat everything I want. :)
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Done
I am done with finals!
I ruined my 4.0....so im pretty upset about that. I got a fricken B in Logic instead of an A and that just pisses me off. I think I got an A in my other 3 classes though. Apparently though one B ruins everything. I can never recover says joes mom. So..ya. fuck. Why do I have this need to be such an over achiever? Nobody even asks what your grade point average is in college. But I have this need to compete with everyone. I need to feel smart and like I know shit. And then when I get a fricken B I feel like a fucking stupid loser. :( Whhhyyy?
I know..you probably want to slap me right now because I'm whining about this, but its important to me.
Most people get this huge sense of relief when finishing finals up. They hand in the test and suddenly this sense of accomplishment and relief washes over them. HA. Not me. I feel a sense of sadness (only in classes I like of course, my Logic class can kiss my ass). But my History class? HOW SAD! All I could think when I walked out of the room today was like.. *This is so sad, its the last class Ill have with this teacher!*
AND not only do I get sad leaving my classes behind....the second I walk out of my last classes I can hardly wait for my new ones to begin! How crazy is that? I could jump out of my skin I'm so excited for my new English class......the teacher focuses on Fiction and hes supposed to be really great !
I am aware, Im a nerd..
Anyhow, I have to tidy up my room and downstairs before heading to work in a couple of hours. We*re having a guest come stay with us for a week or so. :)
One more thing... my computer got a virus last night :(
I was so sad...Joe restored it to a week ago and its okay now. But they want to just wipe it clean and install Windows 7...which I want, but I also dont want to have to reinstall a bunch of shit. Lol Im so lazy.
Oh AND. I have vowed to myself to lose weight before July 5th. My sister is coming to town in a month and she is really fricken skinny. I know im going to feel like a cow next to her, so to prevent me from throwing tantrums while shes here Im going to dedicate my summer to losing weight! I decided weeks ago this would start the second finals are done. So starting tomorrow I will be running again (regardless of the huge cut on my heel, ive decided pain is worth the beauty haha) and also eating a whole lot less!
THIS IS MY VOW!! :D
I ruined my 4.0....so im pretty upset about that. I got a fricken B in Logic instead of an A and that just pisses me off. I think I got an A in my other 3 classes though. Apparently though one B ruins everything. I can never recover says joes mom. So..ya. fuck. Why do I have this need to be such an over achiever? Nobody even asks what your grade point average is in college. But I have this need to compete with everyone. I need to feel smart and like I know shit. And then when I get a fricken B I feel like a fucking stupid loser. :( Whhhyyy?
I know..you probably want to slap me right now because I'm whining about this, but its important to me.
Most people get this huge sense of relief when finishing finals up. They hand in the test and suddenly this sense of accomplishment and relief washes over them. HA. Not me. I feel a sense of sadness (only in classes I like of course, my Logic class can kiss my ass). But my History class? HOW SAD! All I could think when I walked out of the room today was like.. *This is so sad, its the last class Ill have with this teacher!*
AND not only do I get sad leaving my classes behind....the second I walk out of my last classes I can hardly wait for my new ones to begin! How crazy is that? I could jump out of my skin I'm so excited for my new English class......the teacher focuses on Fiction and hes supposed to be really great !
I am aware, Im a nerd..
Anyhow, I have to tidy up my room and downstairs before heading to work in a couple of hours. We*re having a guest come stay with us for a week or so. :)
One more thing... my computer got a virus last night :(
I was so sad...Joe restored it to a week ago and its okay now. But they want to just wipe it clean and install Windows 7...which I want, but I also dont want to have to reinstall a bunch of shit. Lol Im so lazy.
Oh AND. I have vowed to myself to lose weight before July 5th. My sister is coming to town in a month and she is really fricken skinny. I know im going to feel like a cow next to her, so to prevent me from throwing tantrums while shes here Im going to dedicate my summer to losing weight! I decided weeks ago this would start the second finals are done. So starting tomorrow I will be running again (regardless of the huge cut on my heel, ive decided pain is worth the beauty haha) and also eating a whole lot less!
THIS IS MY VOW!! :D
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