Hair

I went to go see a production of Hair last night. It was very good :)Of course I had equally weird dreams all night...

I dreamt that some woman was following me and ran into my old room and tried to shut her out but she just changed into this shadow paper thing and came through the crevice under my door. 0.o It was weird; finally, at the end of the dream I found out that she was actually a good person and the whole reason she was there was because I needed her and had willed her to myself.  Its hard to explain.

Better than the nights before dreams though...where everyone was getting their heads chopped off and then it was between me and Joe and one of us would have had to get our heads chopped off too and luckily I started a revolution in my dream. Obviously, I had this dream because of History class, we*ve been talking/reading about the French Revolution. Makes Sense.

Okay Peace

Clopen

Clopen, the word used when working a close shift and an opening shift back to back.

*yawn* Now its time to open...

Im supposed to go see the musical Hair tonight, it should be rather fun, but right now Im just focusing on staying awake for the next 8 hours to finish up my shift.

People who don't get their coffee are very scary, just saying.

Today I start day 1 of my new little diet/a.k.a not eating a bunch of crap.

Im going to do it...because my pants have gotten tighter. *sad face*

I have to walk to my car soon and its 4am again...you can only imagine what thoughts are going through my head. But have no fear, I am going to carry a mini hand knife...dont mess with me, is all I have to say, I might just pull a  Laura Croft on your ass.  Croft or Kroft? I dont know, its been ages since Ive seen those movies!

Im sooo tired, did I mention that yet, because I am?

I couldnt fall asleep until like 12:40am.....yupp and I got up at 3:20.....you do the math Im tired.
 Here are some pictures from a hike I did a little while ago and the last is from my balcony...enjoy.

This Is War.

It has begun, my official fued with my Logic teacher (who is in no way logical at all)
He minused 23 points from my test even though I got ALL the answers right. My grade should have been a 95.
I am beyond pissed.  And on top of all that he never gave us the homework back for that section of the test! So how the hell was i supposed to know that me working out the problem on the side of the page wasnt okay?
Is that really worthy of minus-ing 23 fucking points? No, you dumb old fucking illogical teacher, it is NOT okay. And I will fight for my A, because I knew every goddamn thing on that test and did amazing!

Really?!?!

I always thought the whole *I suddenly have followers* was all BS, but now I am a believer.  I went from 2 followers to 14 followers :) Hehe, thanks guys!
I hope I dont disappoint.

I was not late this morning to work (amazing) I left the house at 4:05am, so I thought for sure I would be late. I have to park outside of my house, we live in this gated community and I don't have a parking spot. :( So at 4am I walk out to my car oh just like 5 billion miles away. Its dark and the wind violently tears at the leaves above..I have to admit to you right now I'm a total wimp. All I kept thinking about was that girl who got stolen while she was running! That 17year old...that's so sad. But I thought about it and she was running...here I am walking..stumbling actually, I'm sure I'm not in as good as shape as that girl could I really out run a pursuer? What if they just snuck up on me, jumped from the bushes with a knife at my throat?  Yes, these are things I contemplate as I walk to my car..My car is now in sight and I start thinking, Should I run? I could just book it to my car....but wouldn't that be funny? A neighbor is just walking past their window and they see some girl running, randomly, from absolutely nothing.  It isn't logical to be so scared.

Obviously, all went well and I am safe! :) Imagine that.  Anyhow, so I was asked to read *The One Minute Manager* and I did, well I haven't completely finished it yet, but I have already been trying to apply some of these er lessons.?  So I made a little chart at work and put everyone's names on it and every week we will have a like employee of the week ordeal.  I wrapped a little box today in hot pink and lime green wrapping paper; the election box.  Everyone picks a candidate and the person with the most votes at the end of the week winssssss *drum roll* uh a bag of candy.  Cheesy, dumb, lame, but I'm not rich so don't mock!  I just want people to feel appreciated again for working hard, nobody recognizes anyone anymore, such a shame!

Which leads me into the rest of my amazing, fantastic, fun filled day.  ( I like adjectives.)
I was late to class today. Bummer. And I forgot to grab the study guide for the test on Tuesday *mental note to print out the study guide* *2nd mental note of no ink in printer...*
After my first class I went to the mall to buy some candy (yes, for my cheesy prizes) and goody bags. I grabbed some grub, which I told myself not to get. Panda Express, one of the many reasons I have gained my freshman 5 and I need to stop before it turns into a full fledged 15.

I contemplated skipping my American Lit class again, but then realized that would be 3 classes in a row I would have missed and decided to just suck it up.  The drive is long, but oh well.  Of course, I had just sat there the whole class as my teacher asked us questions about the characters in *The Death of a Salesman* I only watched the first half of the video so I didn't know what the outcome was.  Now I don't even need to read it (but you know I will, because I love reading anyways) the teacher just started blurting out things like *Because Willy ends up committing suicide...* and I wanted to shout *HE DID?* I just nodded pretending like I had done my homework.  My group kept looking at me for the answers, since normally I'm a great student and have my own strong opinions on the literature we are assigned to read. I can usually find the hidden meanings etc...but today I just kept looking down at my shoes, that by the way look good but hurt my feet like a bitch. So that was basically my day and then I just ended it off by eating way too many pizza rolls and watching Gilmore Girls for the 50 millionth time. god I love that show.
If I could zap myself into any show or movie...oh It would so be Gilmore Girls, don't you just wish life was actually like that?  mmm, okay enough with the novel, Im off to bed!

YAYA!

Hey there you hot thing, Quickie?

Yes, I think a Quickie sounds nice, dont you?

If you havent noticed my apostrophes are still broken on my keyboard....the things I procrastinate about!

Im about to head into work, I start at 4:15am. Yes, Im tired.

I have about 3 minutes to finish this blog off before going down stairs and grabbing string cheese and pudding and running out the door to slip on my soaking wet shoes, because Im sure it rained last night and I left my work shoes (all black vans) outside again (like an  idiot). Ive only got myself to blame.

Work, Class, Class. Thats my schedule today, Id like to say Im going  to throw in a Run after that last class, but the reality of this is...you know I wont. As much as I want to fight for being stick thin again its so hard to pick myself up when I get home and am glued to the bed.

Other than the usual I have decided to do the Me vs. College challenge. Yes..me blogging everyday is a little scary I know, but together we will work through it, I have faith. (Not in god though, please dont get me wrong.)

Okay times up.

Farewell my friends.

Dear Ambrose Bierce...

Ambrose my pal, my friend, I am very sorry that people have forgotten all about the incredible writer that you were. Not only were you witty with your words you introduced twist endings which us Americans use and abuse.
But please, don't be disheartened...I will bring you back into the world of learning. The good news is they haven't kicked you out of the canon...yet....there are some who are unbelievers, but don't mind them they don't even know how to tie their own shoes (I hear velcro is the new shoelace). 

Anyways, besides keeping Ambrose Bierce relevent... I have been spending a whole lot of time with family!
How very exciting?
To an extent...I love my family, but I do love my time to myself.
I skipped my American Literature class today. I feel guilty, which is funny because this is college! But suddenly I feel behind or like a huge slacker.  Its that perfectionist in me!  Ive been getting 22s out of 25s on my Astronomy tests, but for some reason I have a B....I'm working hard to raise that, I need an A.

I set up all the spring promotional items last night for my store.  I think it looks good, but again there are a couple details I wish I had more time to play with. :/

I do, however, have two days off!! I have school of course, but still 2 days is like gold.  I'm about to go downstairs and watch Lost and Parenthood with my little family unit. :)  Cant wait!

Im sorry for the total organization of this entry...obviously I have been totally exhausted the last couple of times I have been able to make entries. I should have some pictures of me and my nephew soon to post! I fed him shave ice today, a Hawaiian snack.  We tried to go to the beach, but the rain and wind ended our trip as soon as we got out of the car!

Toodles for now...

Managment and Babies

Oh my. Whatttt a week.
I have not had a second to do anything.
I get in my car go to work then go to school then go back to work then go to my parents house to visit with familly, get home at 10 and crash.
Rinse and repeat!

Anyways my family is visiting for my nephews first birthday!

Adorable right?

The even cuter part is he looks like me when I was a baby. He scrunches up his face allll the time and we have pictures of me doing the same thing. hehe
(thats my brother in the picture btw)

So thats whats going on with family. Its nice to hang out with my brothers and their wives. We all went out to eat last night and we all want to go see Alice in Wonderland. :) I just wish my sister was here to share in the fun, but at least shes coming for my brothers wedding in July. (I havent seen her in 3 years!)

Besides all of that....
I have school of course, every day of the week.
Im doing good though. I have a couple tests next week, but oh well.

And then...
Theres work.  Im working on becoming a manager within my job and let me tell you its hard.
Im only 19 and having to tell all these people who are like 8 years older than me that they need to
shape up is a little intimidating.  But I got to do what I got to do....
I'm supposed to sit down with my actual managers and lay some things on the table, as far as what Ive been seeing etc.  If they are both there today it will happen today... so wish me luck!
Just lots of coaching.. and also order management. Ive taken over all the ordering in my store and created a set PAR system; now I have to teach it to other people and make sure they follow it...
Fun!
Other than all that my meeting went well yesterday, I think I definitely impressed my district manager and I hope to just keep doing so. Ill be presenting all that Ive been working on at a District Meeting, so that's really cool.
Anyhow, I ve got to go jump into the shower!
Until next time..