Clean Room

Just a quickie.

I fINALLY cleaned this damn room! I even bought little baskets to put my school books in etc. :) I just have to attack the closet later.

I still have that paper to write. Its only 4 pages, but its daunting....

I am trying really hard to watch what I eat. Ive been getting a little out of hand again. :/  So im watching what im eating and trying hard to fit in some runs etc... I finally downloaded an audio-book to listen to while Im running. Im hoping this will motivate me more, because I will feel like Im getting two tasks done at once: Increasing my book list and exercising!
Both of which  I need to do badly and a lot of the time I dont go out running because I am so into a book.

My problem with this audio-book thing is...I feel like Im losing the essence of A book..does that make sense?

I like words. I like to read words. I also worry about getting to distracted while running to really LISTEN to what the narrator is saying. I mean I dont want it to just be background noise, ya know?

Anyhow, Im supposed to try out this new routine today and Im already feeling the huge halting signs. My body saying how much happier it would be to just lay on the couch and read or even start working on my paper.

Im starting to hold myself accountable though for all that Im eating in a day. This is what made me watch what I ate years ago. I had to write down how many calories I had and what I had eaten etc.
I know I need to weigh myself before starting all this so I can say * I lost..* But honestly...i dont even want to know. I really dont. I think Im not even going to go there and until I start feeling better about myself again and then I can step on the scale and be proud. But right now, I think id just fall apart.

On a happier note. Has anyone heard of Bruno Wars?
He is a singer/songwriter, he has a bunch of songs hes actually written for other artists (Natsha Beddingfields- Again, was written by him and Brandi has a song by him)
anyhow, my boyfriends mother is best friends with his Aunt.  His aunt had an extra ticket to his concert and invited me to come along. :) So Ill be there tomorrow night at his concert. Im ashamed to say, but Ive only ever heard a couple of his songs. (Hes not so much of my genre).  We have *special* tickets that have little red stamps on them. I guess thats like VIP or something? I really dont know what to expect 0.o Joes mom thinks we*re going to meet him, which is cool...but I dont know his stuff that well, so its a little awkward. Right?

Anyhow Im on my way to my American Lit class in town. (So Pointless I skipped Tuesdays class...sigh...I wish I could skip this one!)